Me time.

 

Created by Tyas Margarita.

RIDICULOUS !

I wanted to text you, but then I remembered we do not talk anymore.

I get jealous, I get mad, I get worried, I get curious. That’s only because I care.

Hey, readers ! How’s life ?

I hope…So far so good yaa.  But It’d be better than now if I didn’t know you. Hey, Brown.. How are you ? So far, I miss you. I feel something lost from my soul. Did you feel the same ? I don’t think so.

Brown, like I said a few months ago when your gone and suddenly, I’m thinking of you. I never tell anyone including you. I know it worst if I still thinking of you. But, it’s not so easy to forget you. You said that I’d be better if I stop thinking all about you. You wrong ! I’m a woman who can’t forget all about something or someone that I loved even sometimes I can’t forget something that I really hated.

I remember when you  want to go from my life you said that IT IS NOT BECAUSE SOMEONE ELSE but you just want to free. Being single would be better, you said. But, in fact you make me disappointed so damn much. I don’t even know why you lied to me,Brown?? Why ??? RIDICULOUS ! I’ll be give you a value if you said the truth. Huh, you are the main character with this situation. You lie to me !

I'm getting hurt when I knew that you with her now.  In the 2013, 9^th of December, you take her to be your girlfriend. Am I right ?

Okay, it’s about a whole hearted. It doesn’t matter if you with her. I think, you would better with her than with me. To be honest  I’m happy if you happy. Because I’m still into you, Brown. I don’t wanna make your heart hurts even  if you hurted me first. I love you, but why you broken my heart, Brown ? Now, we are just friend like before, aren’t we ? or maybe you don’t wanna know and see me again ? It depends on you.

Although it hurts, don’t you force me to forget you because I do not force you to stay with me. You never feel what I feel and you never know what I think about, Brown.